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A Hot Summer’s Night Dream
Posted on: August 13, 2009
Laying down across your bed wishing you’d cave and get an a/c, I have an epiphany. You like it hot and sweaty, sticky and musky so that as soon as I enter your room I have to take off all my clothes. You love the fact that I crawl across your bed on my hands and knees begging for you to turn the fan on. I know you’ll give in because you like to see the tiny beads of sweat disappear knowing you’re going to bring them back again. Sometimes it starts off with a foot rub, other times it’s a kiss on the small of my back But today I can tell you’re in a fun mood, maybe it’ll be handcuffs or a blindfold. Better yet you just grab my hair and tell me not to like it and if so much as a moan esacpes my lips I’ll pay for it by riding the line between pleasure and pain. You’re dieing for me to give in let you have your way, but I know how much you like it when I say my playful No’s, making you get more creative. Or maybe tonight could be one of those nights where I take the lead. As soon as you walk thru the door I push you up against the wall striping you off your clothes and never kissing you, getting so close that my breast are pressed against your chest and I can feel you rising and stiffening against my thighs. Then taking you by the hand and leading you to the bed we share so many of these nights with. I’ll throw you across it and begin to kiss your chest moving slowly in the direction of where you want my mouth to meet your ever focused mind. And there I will please you until there not a doubt left that you are mine. I’ll go first because you’re always better when you’ve cum. Now you’ll flip me over so you’re on top and could easily enter me with your remarkable skill of always staying hard but you don’t. You taste me as if I’m the flavor you want your body to remember making me orgasm until I whimper and then you know you have the upper hand. You kiss your way up to my neck and then whisper in my ear ‘Are you ready, my love’ and I just nod yes. That devilish smirk spreads across your lips because you know the pleasure we’re both about to feel. And then you’re inside me and all other thoughts leave our bodies except wanting to keep going. You turn me over and lift my hips so you can go deeper, I challenge you by saying faster and you oblige. We turn and tassel, back and forth until the entire room becomes our playground. You pull us to the floor so I can be on top and I grind ever last ounce of exstacy out of the both of us. After the moment of bliss we crumble to the floor thanking it for being cool. But this is just a fantasy and I’m just waiting for you to walk in from the other room.
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Posted on: July 25, 2009
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Divulgences and ramblings of everything from love and sex to beauty products and manicures as told by Soleil Madison. A twenty-something New Yorker with a life on the verge …
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It’s so hard to say goodbye to you my almost lover.
Our love grow from concrete. It’s funny what a small crack can produce. I provided the rain and you the warmth. I never believed that this could have happen but here I am torn between goodbye we should have never been and dreams of pearl rings.
Your smile brings my heart joy and that joy brings me fear. If only we could have it all but if we could would we. Would we find our love to easy and all the mystery taken away. To be honest what do we have in common.
I love your growing creativity your thirst to achieve the way you stay true to what caught my eye in the first place.
I cant stand how insecure I feel around you how you lie. How I’m not better then her.
I long for you and I must say I cant take my mind off you. You bring a million different songs lyrics to my head sweet thing cause sometimes I do believe you’re my everything.
It’s funny how our late night meetings brought this to light I thought flowers couldn’t grow in the dark.
I never would of thought I could get everything I always asked for but then again I never thought that it would also tear me apart.
The picture of jealousy pure honest connection.
Rolling around our cream haven
Sleeping the world away with our open eyes
Always taking our leaps at different times only to be caught by our doubt
Real love is not based on a selfish act but I’m not one to teach that lesson
Maybe the right place but the wrong time………….the wrong life
The best kind of fantasies accrue in your dreams but I was awake so a daydream you’ll stay
Beautiful yet short lived as life so I won’t waste it with whys
You belong to the sea and I’m just a butterfly
I could have turned your world inside out drained your sea caused a cosmic draught
But in my world you could never breath and all I could do was drown
One word could never explain what I feel for you
Yet when I think of you only one comes to mind
Bittersweet
‘You’re not that easy to forget, I’m not over.’
‘Oh sweet thing, don’t you know you’re my everything.’
‘You’re the sercet that I’ll keep.’
‘I can’t keep my eyes off of you.’
‘You’re finger tips across my skin…the sweetest sadness in your eyes….I never wanna see you unhappy I thought you’d want the same for me…Goodbye my almost lover, goodbye my hopeless dream.. I ‘m trying not to think about you can’t you just let me be. So long my luckless romance.’
‘Before I go on my way I wanna look at you a while and dream that destiny lays with you my love.I wanna feel you as mine, hold me.’
‘I once had a grip of everything, it feels better to let go.’
Fantasies?
Posted on: July 25, 2009
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I’ve been asked a lot lately why guys are being prude in the bedroom. And yes I too almost fell out of my chair. But when these un-named woman continued on they said that the guys they were sleeping with didn’t want to experiment with toys, role play etc. Then I posed the question have you tried to fulfill one of their fantasies? And all but one said no. Ladies we can not be selfish in the bedroom. Especially if we are trying to convice someone to trust us enough to let us tie them up. Remember these men (and/or women depending on how you swing) have watched plenty of movies where the tied up guy gets robbed and left naked. Give them a reason to trust you. Surprise him/her with one of their sexual desires. I’m not saying go have a threesome if you really dont want to, I’m saying give him a strip show, tickle his balls. I’m sure after a little indulgence in his fantasy he’ll want to be part of yours.
What’s Your Category?
Posted on: July 25, 2009
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Attention mofoers:
Okay I’m going to let you all in on a little sercet when it comes to relationships everyone fits into three categories……….. friend, girlfriend/boyfriend and wife/husband.
Now please before I go any further don’t think this is one of those how to be something you’re not blog no0o0o0o0o this is how to realize who the fuck you are and use it to your advantage. Stop looking for fairy tale crap and realize the things that make you happy on a regular day is probably whats going to make you happy in the long run.
FRIEND
A friend is pretty easy to explain. You know everything about that person from sweet to gross, from dirty to boring and you accept them as such. You are always there …reliable…entertaining…this person spends a lot of time with you for a reason…….smart (this is up to debate depending). And vice a versa
~Okay I’m hoping you get it at this point.
*Now please I am not going to give you tips on how to be more then a friend and no0o0o I’m not saying you won’t settle down and be with one person forever I’m simply saying that this is how you are typically seen.
GIRLFRIEND/BOYFRIEND
You are the fun lets talk all night and find out everything about each other, call you 4 times a day just to see how you doing omg you’re so great honeymoon faze people. You are the people who thrive on the beginning of relationships the discovering the spontaneousismness the sex talks dates fighting making up types.
WIFE/HUSBAND
You are the looking for something stable wanna see you when I come home both got your head on straight aint trying to change you don’t try to change me people. You can enjoy your sex in the bathroom of a night club but at the end of the day if you had a hard day from work you’re partner ordered food and got the dvd you wanted to see because they knew it’d cheer you up.
Now please don’t think you are going to always be the friend while secretly pining over someone or a girlfriend who is never gonna get a rock on you’re finger or have to wait 6 years before you find what you’re looking for. I am here to give you hope. And help you see the light. I am here to say stop being the girlfriend who wants a nice simple ‘normal’ relationship when you’re really happy when you and your other is going back and forth sexually jump in a car go to Miami for a week fight and then make up. Or you are in love with a friend who sees you as a friend and loathe yourself for not being up to this persons standards. And wifesssssssss please don’t think you are on a wait list till men or women or both are 30 before you can find someone who will want you. What I’m saying is find someone who pleases you in real life.
If you’re the ‘friend’ type find someone who you can be yourself around all day everyday. Someone who sees you with crust in your eyes makes a joke and then wrestles you to the ground and gives you a big kiss. You don’t have to give up passion in a ‘friend’ type relationship. You just have to realize that what you like most in a relationship is being that persons rock, relief and mirror. You can help that person emotionally, mentally, physically (if need be) you make them laugh, at themselves and at the moment and last but not least you keep them true to the reality of things. So if you’re the friend type find someone that satisfies you as a friend and you have chemistry with passion for and butterflies.
If you’re the ‘girlfriend/boyfriend’ type you love the cant get enough of each other faze then find someone you can’t get enough of. There is no need to have to settle into some sort of pattern that shit will make this type miserable. Think about it like this that person has been alive for x amount of years so you really can learn something new about them everyday not to mention the growing they are doing while with you. So don’t get antsy when things get boring and don’t purposely try to fuck shit up either talk it out and remind each other why you like each other or maybe realize that this is the one. You can keep the fire burning for as long as you feed it, its your choice. Find someone that makes you want to know them completely and let yourself be surprised at all they have to offer.
If you are the ‘wife/husband’ type you want that person you can count on mentally emotionally and sexually all the time. Yes people can be flaky yes people can disappoint you and yes people can get distracted. But there is also the thousands of people just like you looking for someone who helps them deal with the crap the world has to offer. Stop trying to change someone into becoming what you want. And realize that you would be happier with someone who sees things like you do. Look for someone who loves and wants the fundamentals of a relationship , trust, love, respect, security and most of all stability.
Now yes everyone in the planet is a little of each category but think about what you really want and enjoy. You maybe a girlfriend type that is seeking stability but instead of looking for it as textbook stability why don’t you look at it as someone who is in ghetto terms ‘ride or die’ someone who no matter up or down is with you. And if you’re the wife you can want all the excitement in the world but find that with someone you can trust to pay the bill without reminder. And if you’re a friend type find someone who values you as the stand by them person that you are and loves and knows every curve every freckle.
Basically find someone right for you for who you really are not who you’re trying to be. People rarely ever change categories and think about it now that I’ve put it into perceptive don’t you like being the one that you are.
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